Full-Blown Pain: My Struggle Against the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a gloomy weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a intense sensation erupted behind my one eye. This was followed by quick stabs, like lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the discomfort subsided and then came back with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and ran to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried paracetamol, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The headaches returned frequently that fall, and again in spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-on pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches often begin with severe pain behind a single eye that lasts for three hours.
About one in 1,000 people are affected by the condition, and males are more frequently affected. Cluster headaches usually begin with abrupt, excruciating agony around one eye that peaks within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or face perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic cycles; some patients have chronic attacks, defined by the absence of long pain-free periods.
What unites patients is the severity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate found 64% of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts during bouts; the number fell to four percent when they were pain-free.
One patient, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her teens, similar to several triggers, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often mistook her attacks as drunken behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a specialist neurology center.
Nevertheless, the inability to plan life around unpredictable attacks took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The earliest account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write authors in a book on the topic. They attributed the disease to an evil spirit who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient medical records propose bizarre remedies for what modern observers would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was recognised as a separate disorder, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first comprehensive account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache happening and vanishing each day at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally classified by international medical committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel which supplies blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the condition note this.
In 1998, scientists released the findings of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, published in a prominent journal, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they recovered.
In spite of such progress, identification remains slow. One man's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had four operations before eventually being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor looked up his symptoms.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and managing occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He works by eliminating other primary headache disorders, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is essential: on which side do signs occur? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But a lot of first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dentists misunderstood her pain. She believes the dental profession still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a calm advisor talked them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack passed.
National guidelines on management recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific drug delivered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the attacks of well-known individuals.
But leading neurologists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the cycle determines the approach.” Brief cycles with occasional episodes are managed with acute treatment only. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the side of the head where the pain is that reduces nerve activity.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a